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Wednesday, June 18, 2008

Crying Time

Last night, Justin and I had time to chit chats about depressing things happening to our life. Especially to him. It hurts me so bad to see him being upset. I tried my best to make him feel better in any ways I can, which he knew I always do that and he do the same for me.

Until we came to a point reminiscing my past, my childhood. Although, we really spend time everyday or every night to have conversation especially before going to bed. I told him everything. The happy and sad moments I have been before we met. I shared everything to him like I never did before to anyone. Telling him stories with all the tears falling in my eyes. It was hard for me to remember it all for the reason that it makes me breath very hard for me. Those hard experiences I have been in my life, I wanted to forget those experiences, turn my back and pretend that I have not been to that. But, I can not. That will be part of me no matter what.

I continued my stories, and never stopped crying. I covered my eyes for him not to see my teary eyes, but obviously I sounded very hurt and upset about it. I did not see his reactions while I was telling him about my childhood although I can feel his warm hugs and palm to mine. When I decided to uncover my face and looked back to him, I saw tears on his eyes falling too. He was crying too while listening to my story.

I felt strong and not alone. Being with him, makes me feel to not afraid of anything. Seeing his red eyes, tears falling on his face was a great moment to be with him. That made me realize, Justin and I will not just be together in happiness and success. But of course through sadness and each pain feel, we will still be together.

I believe, the person that loves you will not just be there to give u comfort when you need it or you are feeling down, but they will feel the pain you are carrying. They will not just be there to make you laugh when you are sad, but feel the sadness you have in yourself. They will not just wipe the tears on your face when you cry, but cry with you until you feel better.


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Unknown said...

Your story was extremely touching. Your expressiveness demonstrates what an incredible connection you had with this other person and I can sympathize and relate to every word.

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